Mar. 26th, 2008

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I should be writing, to add five pages to my portfolio, boosting it from B status to A status.
But I'm not, I'm sitting here waiting for the organic, fair trade, local inspiration juice to kick in. I'll let you know when it does.

I was dating this guy, another youngin' (he'll be 26 soon), but turns out he hadn't COMPLETELY broken it off with his ex. Yay. I love being an unwitting party to drama. I said I'd never knowingly assist in the fucking over of a fellow lady-friend, but I suppose the key word here is "knowingly". I'd feel worse for her, but she was cheating on her boyfriend with Dude I Was Dating. Anyway, back to hunting....or not. I think I'm good for awhile. I miss the distraction though. I miss the fucking to be sure. And I was starting to like him. But all in all, I knew it wasn't long-term. Through my rather ignorant and rose-colored lenses, Mr. Perfect is also known as Mr. Married. No, not that one....the other one. Oddly enough, they have the same initials. Hmm.

Anyway, I can't wait to be done with school and I know I will regret not taking full advantage of this semester, but I'm finding it ever so hard to care. Friday, I'm applying for a photography internship here in town and it looks promising. I'm hoping to learn studio skillz to pay the billz while my mind wanders to distant photojournalistic places. I may buy a house. I may not. I'm 27% in love with the idea of compromising my ideals and teaching English in China and 35% in love with the idea of just heading to NOLA. I have a wedding booked for May and possibly another one in June. I've applied for a grant to go back to NOLA and I'll hear back by the end of this month. I've become the Secretary for the Lawrence Percolator (an official non-profit as of a couple months ago). I haven't painted in months, I can't make it to my 8:30am, 3-hour life drawing class to save my fuckin' life and I'm going to see The Cure the day after graduation.

Teh endz.

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