see? i hate being vague too. and you're SO right. often i will write something and the process of writing it out and releasing it into the world helps a lot. *shrug*
i dunno... i constantly feel like i need a disclaimer on my journal saying, "hey world! this is how i feel at THIS moment. deal." my journal is not 100% of me and not everyone is going to realize that unless they sit down and talk to me face to face or on the phone. that's not to say that how i am in my journal isn't me .. it's just a fraction of me. often the paranoid, depressed, unhappy me. people don't get to see the silly, bouncing around and smiling me often unless they hang out with me.
it's just the nature of the web. sucks... *sigh* things are SO often misconstrued .. SO often misunderstood .. SO often miscommunicated. i hate it and love it.
anyway... you just do what you feel you need to do to make YOURSELF happy. that's the most important thing above everything else. don't step on toes, but make yourself happy. :)
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Date: 2002-07-16 01:59 pm (UTC)and you're SO right. often i will write something and the process of writing it out and releasing it into the world helps a lot. *shrug*
i dunno... i constantly feel like i need a disclaimer on my journal saying, "hey world! this is how i feel at THIS moment. deal." my journal is not 100% of me and not everyone is going to realize that unless they sit down and talk to me face to face or on the phone. that's not to say that how i am in my journal isn't me .. it's just a fraction of me. often the paranoid, depressed, unhappy me. people don't get to see the silly, bouncing around and smiling me often unless they hang out with me.
it's just the nature of the web. sucks... *sigh*
things are SO often misconstrued .. SO often misunderstood .. SO often miscommunicated. i hate it and love it.
anyway...
you just do what you feel you need to do to make YOURSELF happy. that's the most important thing above everything else. don't step on toes, but make yourself happy. :)
i'm working on that like mad.