I have this inner fight with meself daily. I think I've written one, possibly two posts that came (wait fer horridly over used line...now) straight from the heart. I shy away from emotion, generally, c'os it fucks me up the arse every single time I bend over 'n let it. By no means de we have te become frigid ice dolls, but people who launch their hearts like spit-wad balls at every passin' person are askin' te be disappointed. I also dinnae think it's wrong iffin ye screen the things ye tell people. I used te try 'n talk te other people about me problems, c'os that dandy old "It helps if you talk about it" shyte used te hold some truth in me mind. But instead 'o feelin' better, I'd worsen watchin' the person I were lookin' te fer support glaze over 'n check out some chick's arse as I threw meself at them fer comfort. It's definitely a wise manuever te avoid slicin' open old wounds with people who are likely te pour salt inte em. I dinnae expect anythin' from writin' this, juss expressin' me thoughts. Yer a great writer 'n I enjoy yer journal. So keep it juss fer the sake 'o entertainin' Cilian, iffin nothin' else. *smirks* Have a good one, babe.
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Date: 2002-07-16 03:30 pm (UTC)I also dinnae think it's wrong iffin ye screen the things ye tell people. I used te try 'n talk te other people about me problems, c'os that dandy old "It helps if you talk about it" shyte used te hold some truth in me mind. But instead 'o feelin' better, I'd worsen watchin' the person I were lookin' te fer support glaze over 'n check out some chick's arse as I threw meself at them fer comfort. It's definitely a wise manuever te avoid slicin' open old wounds with people who are likely te pour salt inte em.
I dinnae expect anythin' from writin' this, juss expressin' me thoughts. Yer a great writer 'n I enjoy yer journal. So keep it juss fer the sake 'o entertainin' Cilian, iffin nothin' else. *smirks*
Have a good one, babe.