blustocking (
blustocking) wrote2001-06-15 06:14 pm
Like a bull in a China shop.
I'm pushing people away with my impatience, my intolerance. Why?
Mercury's in retrograde. Heheh. Oooo, I'm so "new-agey". Feh. I hate that word.
Do I do this every so often, this "cleaning house" so to speak? I can't recall it ever being this bad. Why do I suddenly feel like not putting up with ANYTHING that annoys, angers, or disturbs me. I can't seem to ignore or leave well-enough alone. Is this a good thing, or a bad thing? Am I really just a complete ass? An insufferable bitch? No, I don't think so...or NO ONE would talk to me and seem to still like me. There are just certain people right now, certain actions that I'm sick of seeing, sick of hearing, sick of putting up with.
This assertion is hurting some people and worrying me.
Mercury's in retrograde. Heheh. Oooo, I'm so "new-agey". Feh. I hate that word.
Do I do this every so often, this "cleaning house" so to speak? I can't recall it ever being this bad. Why do I suddenly feel like not putting up with ANYTHING that annoys, angers, or disturbs me. I can't seem to ignore or leave well-enough alone. Is this a good thing, or a bad thing? Am I really just a complete ass? An insufferable bitch? No, I don't think so...or NO ONE would talk to me and seem to still like me. There are just certain people right now, certain actions that I'm sick of seeing, sick of hearing, sick of putting up with.
This assertion is hurting some people and worrying me.