Trying not to be such a mental case.

It's been slipping in and out of my thoughts for the past 2 days. I shouldn't care. It shouldn't get to me, but it does. I'm so jealous. I'm so insecure.

It's never enough, but when it's too much. How to find that balance, that happy medium and even harder, to find someone else who knows how to even the scales. Or to tell me just to shut the fuck up because I am loved.