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Saw photicdriver for the last time this evening. And when I say "last time", I mean, for quite a few months, only a year at the latest. Still, I will miss that girl. But others miss her, so I should not be so selfish. ;}

[cut and privatized to spare you the girlishness]

you lika tha juice?

Going to dinner with friends here in a bit.
AOL is stupid, but their stupid works to my advantage. Yet ANOTHER 2 free months. Their super-duper nice customer service scares me.
I want to move. I can get a dorm-style apartment for $235 a month. OR, I can stay here until apartment hunting is more in my favor, in January. Will I make it that long? No one knows. My Mother's subtle insanity is wearing thin. She's irrational, often over-emotional, and quick to jump from 2 to 10. She craves respect and therefore comes off as a know-it-all. Basically, me, on a bad day, in concentrated form. Yesterday, we had a little spat and she ended up shoving EVERYTHING (and there's a lot of things) off the counter. Though I don't do things like that, thanks to my Father's quiet calmness. I don't like yelling and I don't like blatant displays of ignorant anger. I was giving her a hard time because my Father has no real space in this house, it's all her clutter. I know I should have stopped, but she had started the "discussion" by nitpicking about my two items that were currently in the living room and it escalated. So I guess I got what I wanted, she is cleaning it, throwing things away. It's just that I hate what has to happen to get there. She thinks everyone's out to get her, that everyone thinks she stupid. Again, something that's trickled down to me. Luckily diluted, but still there. I give her lead-way because of her childhood, but unfortunately for me, I cannot let it excuse her behaviors. So we argue.
I'm beginning to see why I am the way I am.
Anyway, I should suck it up, save the money, and not move just yet.
I say that now...

I don't know about this job.

I had many dreams last night.
haddob was actually in one of them. No, not naked, but slightly surly. ;)

Have to finish working out before I go.