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critical mass
Nov. 29th, 2008 12:16 amI really need to talk to someone, but it's late and really, what are they going to say that I don't already know. No one is going to solve this. I just need to talk about it in some way, some roundabout, only-I-really-know way so that I don't do something really stupid. I don't like keeping things in.
Every night, every morning, and so many times during the day, all I can think of. Should I go back to percentages? Ok...65-70% sure. That's high, right? Taking into account my past m.o., it's high. Still, I could be wrong. The problem is, I just want to know.
I've made plans. I'm a girl who needs deadlines and the clock is really running out here.
I'll know, someone will know, by Christmas.
Because if television, if movies, have taught me anything, it's that at Christmas, you tell people the truth.
Every night, every morning, and so many times during the day, all I can think of. Should I go back to percentages? Ok...65-70% sure. That's high, right? Taking into account my past m.o., it's high. Still, I could be wrong. The problem is, I just want to know.
I've made plans. I'm a girl who needs deadlines and the clock is really running out here.
I'll know, someone will know, by Christmas.
Because if television, if movies, have taught me anything, it's that at Christmas, you tell people the truth.
