blustocking: (louiseglare)
blustocking ([personal profile] blustocking) wrote2003-03-03 03:20 pm

fuckity fuck fuck mcfuckerson, the fucking third

Apparently my Mother doesn't understand that bursting into my room repeatedly, ISN'T CONDUCIVE TO THE WRITING PROCESS. And hearing her talk baby-talk to the dog isn't either...but that, I can tune out.

Fuck, now I'm frustrated. And no, I wasn't actually...but now I have, and it didn't help.

I have an interview tomorrow with a florist in Lawrence. It's for office manager. I really want this position. It pays more, but still not nearly enough, than what I've encountered...and it sounds cool. I'll still have to take a 2nd job, but if I can get on at Borders, that would be a good combo.

Though, yesterday, I realized how "un-flowery" I am. I bought this bubble bath, and it smelled way too flowery for me after I got it home and used it. I think I'm going to give it to my Mom. I'm more of a musk, spice, woodsy-earthy girl. I've taken to wearing Turkish Musk mixed with a little Amber lately and that suits me fine. Not too much though and not every day. I hate it when you walk by people and nearly choke. Scent should either be natural, or so faint that you catch a whiff and it leaves you wanting more. Scent is very important to me...as is touch, taste...sight..sound...music and words are currently keeping me sane.

Weh.
Fuck off.

I'm going to go update somewhere else.