they keep telling me, "you've made the right choice!"

[blustocking]

It's entirely too hot to work out. But I did, because I'm not losing this confidence.
Showered and shaved, I feel even better. Legs smooooth and lovely to touch, a little nervous, a bit on edge...for tomorrow. But stepping out of the shower, catching a glimpse of myself. No makeup, hair tied up, pinned back, I felt comfortable thinking "beautiful". Not perfect, never will, don't want to be. Not perfect, but me.
It is okay, you know.
Everything.

And if it's not now, it will be.

I sound lame, I know this. And in what seems to be a "transitional" phase, I may misfire. Thanks to those who bear my ramblings, listen, and/or understand.

I hope this job doesn't suck.
:}