Curiousity like a nun or a negress or a girl with glasses

'It's also a reluctance to sound angsty or whiny (again with that word, I know). I look back at what I used to write, and although I was a little angsty then, it sounded good. I've lost my voice. I'm afraid of sounding stupid. I could never write now what I wrote then. Out of practice. The same rings true for my art. All the stored ideas, the half-finished projects seem silly to me now. I think of them and I roll my eyes. But then I see someone else getting praised for doing something similar. Maybe I'm standing in the way of myself eh?'

oh how i know that feeling....
*hug*
keep a pot of coffee on sweetie...
^.^