one-handed, nearly falling
Nov. 25th, 2008 08:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
blustockingasleep.
so tired.
so much to do.
but the sudden realization has me,
no, no, no, no, no,
not the l-word.
how can I deal with that?
how is that possible?
I knew there was something unseen driving me here, keeping me here. is it this? it feels like this. and there is nothing I can do about it and that is horrible.
stupid biology.
stupid chemistry.
stupid timing.
so tired.
so much to do.
but the sudden realization has me,
no, no, no, no, no,
not the l-word.
how can I deal with that?
how is that possible?
I knew there was something unseen driving me here, keeping me here. is it this? it feels like this. and there is nothing I can do about it and that is horrible.
stupid biology.
stupid chemistry.
stupid timing.
