You know, I'm now having second thoughts about having second thoughts about my former dislike for you. I was actually starting to think that it was all perhaps overly-much, time has gone by, forget past weirdnesses, etc. etc. - but you've just given me a whole new reason to get pretty pissed at you.
It seems to me that, in this reply, you have used recent developments with Loco to embark upon a completely self-centered rant, whining about why you were banned from #sl, whining about how Loco treated you in the past, blah blah blah. Why? Can you tell me what good it really does? Can you tell me what your point is - really? Can you tell me why this was a good time to make it? Can you tell me why this was a good place to do so in the first place - all things considered? Sorry, but as far as I am concerned, this is neither the time nor the place for such crap. It seems entirely inappropriate: to receive news about someone very beloved to other people going through something like this, and having no response really except "There was a time when I would have been one of those people sending love vibes out to Loco" and "A part of me still cares about Loco." Oh yeah? Bully for you. But if this isn't a time where you *can* send such vibes to Loco, and only a *part* of you cares about her, then kindly keep your mouth shut and spare us your self-centered re-hashing of petty past baloney. You yourself said, "I don't know what people said about why I was banned from chat and really at this point I don't care" - but it's obvious to me, from this whole goddamn essentially pointless reply of yours, that you DO jolly well still care about what happened. You cared enough to whine about it, even when none of this really has anything whatsoever to do with you or anything that happened between you and Loco, and even when doing so is, from the get-go, just flat-out selfish, tacky, and ill-timed. It's like a toddler coming down from his crib to the big peoples' cocktail party and crapping in the middle of the floor just to get attention: ME ME ME ME ME TOOOOOOOO! WAAAAHHHH!
If you have a personal need to mentally masturbate and "share your feelings" over the whole past ordeal, do so on your own private time. Do it in your own journal. But don't drag it here. All things considered, it's just plain tacky. Maybe, MAYBE if this were a message board - a more public space where it's pretty much a free-for-all - I wouldn't think so much of your reply, but it's in a journal, a more private space where various of us who care deeply for Loco have congregated to discuss the situation, and you apparently just felt the need to barge in with your pointless laundry list of complaints against Loco, and your weak-ass little "Maybe I COULD care if"s. If you aren't wise enough to keep your mouth shut here about your petty little insignificant problems with Loco which no one actually still gives two flying fucks about besides you, then kindly just bugger off.
And where the hell do you get the impression that Blu is being "left behind" as you were? Save your misinformed words of wisdom and comfort for someone else. That's just fucking laughable. And you obviously don't read Blu's journal very closely if you actually think that that is even the remotest of possibilities. What the hell ever.
PS - In response to your quote, "I could have gone back to see if anyone missed me": rest assured that not many did.
To Blu: I"m sorry for discussing this here, perhaps it wasn't what I should have done, but I thought this was kind of fucked-up and wanted to say something. My very sincere apologies if offends you, being in your journal. Xo, Kat
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Excuse me.
Date: 2002-02-15 09:12 am (UTC)It seems to me that, in this reply, you have used recent developments with Loco to embark upon a completely self-centered rant, whining about why you were banned from #sl, whining about how Loco treated you in the past, blah blah blah. Why? Can you tell me what good it really does? Can you tell me what your point is - really? Can you tell me why this was a good time to make it? Can you tell me why this was a good place to do so in the first place - all things considered? Sorry, but as far as I am concerned, this is neither the time nor the place for such crap. It seems entirely inappropriate: to receive news about someone very beloved to other people going through something like this, and having no response really except "There was a time when I would have been one of those people sending love vibes out to Loco" and "A part of me still cares about Loco." Oh yeah? Bully for you. But if this isn't a time where you *can* send such vibes to Loco, and only a *part* of you cares about her, then kindly keep your mouth shut and spare us your self-centered re-hashing of petty past baloney. You yourself said, "I don't know what people said about why I was banned from chat and really at this point I don't care" - but it's obvious to me, from this whole goddamn essentially pointless reply of yours, that you DO jolly well still care about what happened. You cared enough to whine about it, even when none of this really has anything whatsoever to do with you or anything that happened between you and Loco, and even when doing so is, from the get-go, just flat-out selfish, tacky, and ill-timed. It's like a toddler coming down from his crib to the big peoples' cocktail party and crapping in the middle of the floor just to get attention: ME ME ME ME ME TOOOOOOOO! WAAAAHHHH!
If you have a personal need to mentally masturbate and "share your feelings" over the whole past ordeal, do so on your own private time. Do it in your own journal. But don't drag it here. All things considered, it's just plain tacky. Maybe, MAYBE if this were a message board - a more public space where it's pretty much a free-for-all - I wouldn't think so much of your reply, but it's in a journal, a more private space where various of us who care deeply for Loco have congregated to discuss the situation, and you apparently just felt the need to barge in with your pointless laundry list of complaints against Loco, and your weak-ass little "Maybe I COULD care if"s. If you aren't wise enough to keep your mouth shut here about your petty little insignificant problems with Loco which no one actually still gives two flying fucks about besides you, then kindly just bugger off.
And where the hell do you get the impression that Blu is being "left behind" as you were? Save your misinformed words of wisdom and comfort for someone else. That's just fucking laughable. And you obviously don't read Blu's journal very closely if you actually think that that is even the remotest of possibilities. What the hell ever.
PS - In response to your quote, "I could have gone back to see if anyone missed me": rest assured that not many did.
To Blu: I"m sorry for discussing this here, perhaps it wasn't what I should have done, but I thought this was kind of fucked-up and wanted to say something. My very sincere apologies if offends you, being in your journal. Xo, Kat