90 MOTHERFUCKING 10

[blustocking]

I am only now beginning to believe you.
To see how COMPLETELY FUCKED UP you are.

I'm always the last one to see it. Do I give people too much benefit-of-the-doubt? Or am I just thorough? Little of both maybe? I really shouldn't ignore my instincts so much...I really, really, shouldn't.
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Re: From one looney Libra to the other

[ex-sia857.livejournal.com]

That's why I'm always mentioning that I love Daniel for tolerating me . . . my fucked up early-relationship behavior has chased off many a suitor, let me tell you. And I cannot CONTROL it. It's so agonizing, you know? I mean, I know I'm being a jackass, but I simply cannot help it. It seems like what I'm saying at the time is right, you know, but then a day later I realize how fucked it was . . .

I don't know. It's endless. It's been the demise of every pre-Daniel relationship I ever had . . . I have NO idea how he made it through it. It always passes, but the problem is that just when I exhale, that's when they leave the room.

(THAT is probably my favorite Ani lyric ever.)