mmmm, smell that coffee

[blustocking]

I am going to:

1. Give up.
2. Give in.
3. And suffer the consequences.

There's no fighting how you feel and there's no shame in loving someone. Yes, even if they don't love you back.

It feels good to let go. Now I can worry about more important things.
Like the things I NEED to do:

1. Stop looking. Just stop.
2. Worry about the next few months, start researching, start saving.
3. Money. Get some. 2nd job. Get one.
4. Where I'm going to be living at the end of the year.
5. Pay more attention...to friends, family...get more organized.
oh...I could go on...but not now...I know what has to be done.

Comments

[sexkitten.livejournal.com]

"There's no fighting how you feel and there's no shame in loving someone. Yes, even if they don't love you back."

Oh so very true. It hurts, but after a while you'll be back on your feet again; feeling great. Been there, done that....numerous times.

[lagnolalia.livejournal.com]

Where do you really, truly believe you will be living at the end of the year? Do you feel - in your heart of hearts - that you will be going back to KS?

Re:

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

It seriously changes every day...but it's never appealed to me as much as it does now. So, yes, there is a very good chance.

[lagnolalia.livejournal.com]

I'm actually really happy for you, Jill. Some things just feel right. This is apparently one of them, or the thought would not have entered your mind. I think you're doing what is good for you and it's cool that it's not getting you down. Or... is it?

waffle-waffle

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Leaving L.A. would get me down...leaving some really cool people would definitely get me down...*sigh* I don't know. :}

Re: waffle-waffle

[rainstories.livejournal.com]

please don't go.

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