blustocking | paranoia

Why do I feel like I've lost some friends...some people I felt close to, some dear connection...color me crushed if this is the case. So. Much. To. Say. But I've already used my strength quota for the day.

I'm so tired.
If I did something to deserve being ignored. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
But I can't handle this right now.

stop start stop start stopstartstopstartstopstart STOP.
I'll never make it through alone.