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[blustocking]

I put some effort into getting dressed today. I look cute, bastards. I smell good too. And being the dumbass I am, I decided on wearing a short skirt, forgetting I have to ride the bus home at 11pm tonight. weehoo.

I'm really hating the (nighttime)bus now. Why won't people just leave me the fuck alone? Last night, a very drunk, very old, little Hispanic man told me how beautiful I was and that he loved me. Then proceeded to fucking talk to me the whole way home, even though I had headphones on and was leaning on my arm, feigning sleep. I want my fucking car back, NOW. I will take the bus during the day, but I've fucking had it with the nighttime bullshit. Take your cheap power-plays and shove it up your ass, I'm just trying to go home.

I'm so sick of it taking hours to get where I need to go.
AND a giant FUCK YOU to Los Angeles

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[lagnolalia.livejournal.com]

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You must see my recent post. Heh. I am SO out of here, Jill. And I couldn't be more supportive of you on this.

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

NICE! Best, best, best of luck to you. I hate looking for apartments. You get all excited and jazzed and then reality sinks in and it gets harder and harder, your list of "it must haves" gets shorter and shorter. Now you'll be further away though. :( *sigh* It's not like I get to see you anyway though...but still. SOON GODDAMNIT!

I like your new theme. :D

[lagnolalia.livejournal.com]

Some parts are really exciting for me, like the "looking for it" part and the part where it's the perfect, perfect place. Then there is the "let down" part when you get inside and it's dirty, or when the carpeting is ugly. (what is with the universal SHIT BROWN carpeting in these places!?) I mean, fuck carpeting - it's got to be hardwood floors throughout with tile kitchen and bath or fuck it, you know?! Go all the way, dammit, or don't go! Or when you fall in love and then it's too expensive. Or when it's not too expensive and it's perfect, and you fall in love and some other undeserving RAT BASTARD gets approved before you can even get your application in.

We're looking everywhere from Miracle Mile to Long Beach, but at this point, I'd much prefer the latter. I want out of this shithole and I could care less about coming back. There have never been fewer reasons to stay here than now. But I do know what you mean about getting together, and I really do wish we could just do that already.

Ugh.

Onward through the smog.

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[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Yes, it's quite an emotional roller-coaster ride when looking for a place to nest. I MISS EFFING HARDWOOD FLOORS!!!! I grew up with them and I want them back, dammit.

As more and more of my friends move away, moving back home makes me feel less guilty, sad, but less guilty.

I hate morning.

[lagnolalia.livejournal.com]

P.S. What new theme?

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[blustocking.livejournal.com]

oh...heheh..maybe it's not new. I'm sorry, I've been so out of it. The absinthe theme. :}

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[lagnolalia.livejournal.com]

You just missed it. I changed it from the absinthe layout just yesterday afternoon to a new "library book/minimalist" thing.

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[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Ooo, I like this one too. :)

Next time say, "Shaddupa you mouth-a!"

[buscemi.livejournal.com]

I hate it when strangers want to talk to me, especially the creepy ones. Do you ever get people who want to tell you their life story? Gah.

Keep counting the days, kiddo. It won't be much longer, although it probably feels that way.

Re: Next time say, "Shaddupa you mouth-a!"

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

I don't mind be polite, a few courteous words, but yeah...I'm not riding the bus to make friends.
I've had no life stories yet, thank jebus. I'd much rather it be that, than the creepy mofos trying to intimidate me just because I'm a girl.

Thank you buscemi. :}

Put a banana in their tailpipe

[buscemi.livejournal.com]

I don't mind be polite, a few courteous words, but yeah...I'm not riding the bus to make friends.

>>Hee hee. That's how I felt when I worked in Hollywood years ago. I really hate that city sometimes, esp. the red light cameras. *blech*

I've had no life stories yet, thank jebus. I'd much rather it be that, than the creepy mofos trying to intimidate me just because I'm a girl.

>>Uf. Maybe you should carry a tazer? That'd learn 'em. Maybe some would even wet their pants.

Thank you buscemi. :}

>>My pleasure.

[aubreycolors.livejournal.com]

So, what's the ratio now?
(staying/leaving)

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

heheh....I haven't been keeping up with the ratio thing because I can't even think in that mode right now. There's no way I could afford it until next Spring (I wouldn't want to move in Winter anyway). But, hmm....I think it's currently at 7/93 (in favor of leaving).

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[blustocking.livejournal.com]

heh, most people don't. It's not bad by any means, though it's no NYC or SanFran (but those cities were planned a little bit better/differently). Most public transportation is scary at night.

Still, it sucks.
Thank you for feeling my pain. It was quite pleasurable.