Hazy, with fog rolling in.

I'm getting sick. It's the sickness that is going around the office. I feel dizzy. I have to fly home in two days. I hope I don't get too sick. I would like to be able to enjoy my Thanksgiving at home. This tea, this jasmine green tea, it will CURE ALL...yes.
My eyes feel puffy.

I constantly rest my hand in that little valley between the hip and leg, the one in the middle of indecency and simply resting your hand on your hip. I love that spot. I love the way the connection feels. The way it slopes and curves. When I took Design 102, we had to make a sculpture out of those square-shaped dowel rods, but it had to be inspired by a part of the body. I think mine is collecting dust in my parents garage 1,500 miles away. I used to be an "artist".

I feel like I've taken a lot of cold medicine, but I haven't.

I'm so glad Loco came up and we got to hang out with Al, and Nej and her boy. :) I didn't want da Loco to leave. :( I can't wait for APE so that we can all hang out once again. I hope to see more of SF this time. I like to talk in short, disjointed sentences.

This is a good song.

Last night, I had a dream that I went to Paris.

"She was the kind of girl who looked fragile, but could break you in an instant. She was the kind of girl who made you unsure of who was using who, the kind of girl who made you question who was reallythe "weaker sex". And because of this, you could not trust her, but you didn't care. You jumped willingly into the churning sea, if only to hear her song once before you died. Her name is unimportant, for there are thousands of them out there, all singing your demise. But for clarity's sake, let's just call her June, it's close enough."

4:49pm: I forgot, I bought a CD at the Japanese mall this weekend when Loco, Nej, and Nej's boy Jeff, and I went. I bought it simply because the singer looked so androgynous that I really couldn't tell if it was a guy or a girl. Either way, they looked very cool and very attractive. Well, it's a guy and the song is pretty good. (It's no Malice Mizer though, heheh. ;) Check it out! Also, look at the record company's website too It's very gawthy. :D

( Lyrics here )

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I just got my stickers from Unamerican.com. They're very cool and worth the wait. Now I want more...which is ironic seeing as how some of them are anti-consumerism. I'm a greedy little American pig.

I'll probably put one of the "Evolve" stickers on my car. That's my problem. I always want 2 of each, one to save, one to use. Part of it is my inability to make decisions sometimes, so I want a backup in case I make the wrong decision. Part of it is my hoarding mentality. I like to save one of things that I like. I don't know why. My mother is that way because she did not have much growing up. Maybe it rubbed off on me.

I'm full of contradictions, but they all make sense to me.

"The only completely consistent people are the dead."--Aldous Huxley

On a more depressing note, I feel like hiding somewhere and crying.

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