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Nov. 7th, 2002 01:13 pmToday I will drown myself in my friends, my all-too-neglected friends. I already feel better just knowing some of you are constant.
Slowly picking up scattered pieces of myself and shoving them back inside. It's ugly, it's disgusting, it's human. Sometimes my chest suffers a blowout and I'm forced to walk around with the gaping hole, ribs bared, a gory picture of deep crimson, violet, and snapping blue veins...picking up scattered snake-like pieces of my cock-eyed sanity and shoving them deep in my torso's bloody cavern.
It's dark in there you know. Dark and smelly.
See, that's so me...always have to ruin it with a jokey-joke.
Meh.
I'm feeling like painting or drawing. Too bad I work both jobs today. Hopefully, I'll feel like this tomorrow...doubtful.
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Slowly picking up scattered pieces of myself and shoving them back inside. It's ugly, it's disgusting, it's human. Sometimes my chest suffers a blowout and I'm forced to walk around with the gaping hole, ribs bared, a gory picture of deep crimson, violet, and snapping blue veins...picking up scattered snake-like pieces of my cock-eyed sanity and shoving them deep in my torso's bloody cavern.
It's dark in there you know. Dark and smelly.
See, that's so me...always have to ruin it with a jokey-joke.
Meh.
I'm feeling like painting or drawing. Too bad I work both jobs today. Hopefully, I'll feel like this tomorrow...doubtful.
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