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Nov. 7th, 2002 01:13 pmToday I will drown myself in my friends, my all-too-neglected friends. I already feel better just knowing some of you are constant.
Slowly picking up scattered pieces of myself and shoving them back inside. It's ugly, it's disgusting, it's human. Sometimes my chest suffers a blowout and I'm forced to walk around with the gaping hole, ribs bared, a gory picture of deep crimson, violet, and snapping blue veins...picking up scattered snake-like pieces of my cock-eyed sanity and shoving them deep in my torso's bloody cavern.
It's dark in there you know. Dark and smelly.
See, that's so me...always have to ruin it with a jokey-joke.
Meh.
I'm feeling like painting or drawing. Too bad I work both jobs today. Hopefully, I'll feel like this tomorrow...doubtful.
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Slowly picking up scattered pieces of myself and shoving them back inside. It's ugly, it's disgusting, it's human. Sometimes my chest suffers a blowout and I'm forced to walk around with the gaping hole, ribs bared, a gory picture of deep crimson, violet, and snapping blue veins...picking up scattered snake-like pieces of my cock-eyed sanity and shoving them deep in my torso's bloody cavern.
It's dark in there you know. Dark and smelly.
See, that's so me...always have to ruin it with a jokey-joke.
Meh.
I'm feeling like painting or drawing. Too bad I work both jobs today. Hopefully, I'll feel like this tomorrow...doubtful.
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Date: 2002-11-07 01:56 pm (UTC)it's sticky
Date: 2002-11-11 12:39 pm (UTC)And thank you. :)
Re: it's sticky
Date: 2002-11-11 12:57 pm (UTC)Nothing like some good word jazz to make ones day.
Dootin' Doo!
Date: 2002-11-07 02:02 pm (UTC)Chicky, I had mucho fun wit j00. I hope you don't feel like poop for too long. Just remember everything is going to change next year. And remember that no matter how much this year appears to suck, it's acually a good thing. Learning and change hurts sometimes. I dunno. You know this stuff, I go back to my hidey hole.
Love you!
joo are teh wise
Date: 2002-11-11 12:38 pm (UTC)You can have my job when I leave. :D
Love YOU!
Know what you need?
Date: 2002-11-07 02:53 pm (UTC)or maybe this: http://www.theonion.com/onion3841/just_wait_til_i_get.html
or maybe even this:
http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp10122002.html
http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp09132002.html
http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp08052002.html
http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp07212002.html
http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp03022002.html
http://www.somethingpositive.net/sp03082002.html
Re: Know what you need?
Date: 2002-11-11 12:33 pm (UTC)Thank you. :}
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Date: 2002-11-07 03:41 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2002-11-11 12:32 pm (UTC)*thumbs up*
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Date: 2002-11-08 10:15 am (UTC)O_O
All that means is that I love you :)
I donna wanna get rid of joo!
Date: 2002-11-09 05:28 pm (UTC)And as always, someday, I will finally mail your presents. Someday SOON! :}