I should be asleep
Dec. 28th, 2002 02:53 amI am so tired. But I wanted to finish this.
Okay, so let me explain a bit about myself first. I can be arrogant, yes, it's true...but GENERALLY, not about my appearance. I am often prone to bouts of low self-esteem. So I took some pictures the other night to not only show to MYSELF that I'm fairly attractive, but more so as an reminder of how it feels to take good shots. I don't exactly have a plethora of models roaming around and I'm also a bit of a control freak, hence the many pictures I've taken of myself.
Now I know how it would look, to the outside eye. I must really love myself to take all of these pictures of myself. No. That's not the case. Some of you already know what I'm talking about. I'm VERY objective about my photos and these are only a few, the rest were scraped. I love my digital camera. :) I feel like I'm cheating sometimes, but I do love it so. I need a nice SLR as well. Someday.
Anyway, here's some crap. My favorite is the first one.
Also, here are two new shots of the BooMonster.
Boo Sepia 1
Boo Sepia 2
This is more about the photography. If you're going to compliment, make it about that or something. If you think I'm ugly though, that's cool. You can say that. In essense, no gushing...see, now that looks like I'm assuming. Ah, fuck it...you know what I mean. *squirms and makes a face* Oh whatever, think what you want. ;p
God I hate Webshots. These looked so much better when I was playing with them in Photoshop.
p.s. There were, are, more full body shots...but they're more...risqué. Chances are, you're not the one who's going to see them. :D HAHAHA! (just pretend like you wanted to, okay. ;) Yeah, that's another reason for the pics. I've lost weight. I feel better about myself, damnit.
Okay, so let me explain a bit about myself first. I can be arrogant, yes, it's true...but GENERALLY, not about my appearance. I am often prone to bouts of low self-esteem. So I took some pictures the other night to not only show to MYSELF that I'm fairly attractive, but more so as an reminder of how it feels to take good shots. I don't exactly have a plethora of models roaming around and I'm also a bit of a control freak, hence the many pictures I've taken of myself.
Now I know how it would look, to the outside eye. I must really love myself to take all of these pictures of myself. No. That's not the case. Some of you already know what I'm talking about. I'm VERY objective about my photos and these are only a few, the rest were scraped. I love my digital camera. :) I feel like I'm cheating sometimes, but I do love it so. I need a nice SLR as well. Someday.
Anyway, here's some crap. My favorite is the first one.
Also, here are two new shots of the BooMonster.
Boo Sepia 1
Boo Sepia 2
This is more about the photography. If you're going to compliment, make it about that or something. If you think I'm ugly though, that's cool. You can say that. In essense, no gushing...see, now that looks like I'm assuming. Ah, fuck it...you know what I mean. *squirms and makes a face* Oh whatever, think what you want. ;p
God I hate Webshots. These looked so much better when I was playing with them in Photoshop.
p.s. There were, are, more full body shots...but they're more...risqué. Chances are, you're not the one who's going to see them. :D HAHAHA! (just pretend like you wanted to, okay. ;) Yeah, that's another reason for the pics. I've lost weight. I feel better about myself, damnit.