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blustocking ([personal profile] blustocking) wrote2002-11-07 01:13 pm

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Today I will drown myself in my friends, my all-too-neglected friends. I already feel better just knowing some of you are constant.

Slowly picking up scattered pieces of myself and shoving them back inside. It's ugly, it's disgusting, it's human. Sometimes my chest suffers a blowout and I'm forced to walk around with the gaping hole, ribs bared, a gory picture of deep crimson, violet, and snapping blue veins...picking up scattered snake-like pieces of my cock-eyed sanity and shoving them deep in my torso's bloody cavern.
It's dark in there you know. Dark and smelly.

See, that's so me...always have to ruin it with a jokey-joke.

Meh.

I'm feeling like painting or drawing. Too bad I work both jobs today. Hopefully, I'll feel like this tomorrow...doubtful.

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[identity profile] devo68.livejournal.com 2002-11-07 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I was bored, so I came her via Sara's LJ (hope you don't mind the intrusion), and I just had to say your imagery blew me away. I had always wondered why I so often feel empty, and this must be it. Maybe I should change my shirts more often, eh?

Dootin' Doo!

[identity profile] locopuff.livejournal.com 2002-11-07 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Mmm, da Chruch. I likem da Church.

Chicky, I had mucho fun wit j00. I hope you don't feel like poop for too long. Just remember everything is going to change next year. And remember that no matter how much this year appears to suck, it's acually a good thing. Learning and change hurts sometimes. I dunno. You know this stuff, I go back to my hidey hole.

Love you!

[identity profile] catnamedcosette.livejournal.com 2002-11-07 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
I will always be constant. You can't get rid of me! MUAHAHAHAHA!

[identity profile] sugar-kat.livejournal.com 2002-11-08 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
No matter how many times your chest blows open I will always be in there somewhere. YOU CAN'T GET RID OF ME! EVEN IF YOU WANT TO!

O_O

All that means is that I love you :)

I donna wanna get rid of joo!

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2002-11-09 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I love you too Kitty-Kat. :)
And as always, someday, I will finally mail your presents. Someday SOON! :}

Re:

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2002-11-11 12:32 pm (UTC)(link)
YAY!

*thumbs up*

Re: Know what you need?

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2002-11-11 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
THOSE WERE ALL TEH FUNNY! :D (though I couldn't see the first one.)

Thank you. :}

joo are teh wise

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2002-11-11 12:38 pm (UTC)(link)
2003, the Year of Repair!
You can have my job when I leave. :D


Love YOU!

it's sticky

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2002-11-11 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I donna mind at all.
And thank you. :)

Re: it's sticky

[identity profile] devo68.livejournal.com 2002-11-11 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Absolutely.

Nothing like some good word jazz to make ones day.