blustocking: (noir)
blustocking ([personal profile] blustocking) wrote2003-02-23 12:38 am

approximately 300,000 leeches

This town is draining my very life force, I fucking kid you not. 2 weeks is about all I can handle of being "trapped" at home. I've reached the 2-week "housewife" limit. It's all my wee brain can handle. (Cause I'm a fucking free spirit, you asshole.) Perhaps if I had my own place, not in Topeka, being at home for 2 weeks would feel more like a vacation. But no, as of yesterday, back pain is back with a vengeance. Bills keep coming, parents keep paying, I keep staying, at home. I've applied to more than 25 jobs as of Thursday. Now it's wait and see, wait and see, follow-up calls, wait and see. Monday I should do my effing taxes and follow up on a job lead that was given to me today...by my hairdresser. Donna has been my, primary, and most-beloved, hairdresser since I was 13. I could go to some chi-chi, overpriced salon in L.A. and still, Donna could do the same thing back home for $11. So in a cheap effort to boost morale at Camp Jill, I have a new haircut. And I adore it. I was so bored with the cut and color...and normally, as some of you know, I hate the "flip-out" style. But I love this. It's just messy and controlled enough to suit me. I just hope I can duplicate it after today(hence the picture).

I rented Apocalypse Now for my Dad and I to watch tomorrow. Other than that, I'll probably be online, verbally slitting my wrists and fainting on imaginary chaise lounges. Gather ye smelling salts.* That, or I'll be avoiding all human contact by reading. Maybe, if the snow that is scheduled to arrive shows up, I'll build a fucking snowman and kick him repeatedly in the non-existent balls. That'll teach him...to be a man...made of snow...and such. Man, I don't even have anyone to have a snowball fight with. Stupid "adults" and their "grown up" ways. Feh.

Now I'm going to go write overblown and annoying prose about how perfectly unhappy, oppressed, and lonely I am. *bows* Aaaah-goodnight....


*I am so fucking kidding.

[identity profile] lagnolalia.livejournal.com 2003-02-22 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
You look so much better than you feel, babydoll.

Miss you. Hang in there.

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[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2003-02-23 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
That, is a relief.

Thank you.
I miss you too. :(
Really-really.

[identity profile] lolahead.livejournal.com 2003-02-23 09:39 am (UTC)(link)
I really love the hair! I'm thinking of chopping mine for a change...either that or going blonde.

I hope you feel better. :(

*hugs*

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[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2003-02-23 03:23 pm (UTC)(link)
:D Thank you.

I think you would look stunning in red. Have you done red before?

*mucho huggo returno*

[identity profile] kitryne.livejournal.com 2003-02-23 01:46 pm (UTC)(link)
hooray new hair!

are you wearing a ninja outfit?

;)

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2003-02-23 03:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. It is super-secret Nee-ja outfeet. Made from black turtleneck. DO NOT DIVULGE MY SECRET!

Wha-chow.
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Oh, pshaw *much of teh blushing* :)

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes! New Ninja Style! Hot new look for Spring! :D
Heehee, I'm glad someone else enjoys that pic (newsie5) as much as I do. ;D

[identity profile] firedragon.livejournal.com 2003-02-24 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
Your hair looks fantastic!

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[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
:D

THANK YOOOOOU!!!!!
:)

[identity profile] not-this-time.livejournal.com 2003-02-26 11:08 am (UTC)(link)
love your new hairrrrr! and be sure to let me know as soon as you move to Lawrence! i was psyched that they had a Papa Keno's there...aww yeah. i was pissed when they shut down the one in LA. bastards.

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[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2003-02-27 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Danke!

I will, don't worry. :D