I WON THE POWERBALL JACKPOT!

[blustocking]

And I live at...

Doods, if one more person posts that Hulk-With-Big-Raging-Cock picture, I'ma scream.

Today, I dropped an unopened can of green beans on my toe. That really hurt. Then, when I was going out the door and into the garage, I smacked the back of my hand super-hard on the door jamb. That still fucking hurts. Can you tell I've not been writing lately? Oh yes, eloquent is I.

Actually, listen up. I have something important to say. Naaah, not really. But it's more substantial than recent leakage. My hair. I'm not sure if I like it. I mean, I like it...but I'm not sure if it's me anymore. This might be the "last hurrah". I say that now, and maybe it's only because I've had "normal" hair for so long. So long that I've forgotten what this looks like, what the attention feels like. Then again, there wouldn't be so many baffled yokels if I did this in Cali. BUT I DIGRESS...I think I might have outgrown this. And I say that not lambasting anyone else, because I know plenty of people who can and do look fabulous with technicolored hair. But for me, eh...not so sure anymore. I liked the more natural look I was rockin'. I liked not wearing lipstick all the time and little makeup. This magenta hair looks rather bad-ass, but looks best when I have some matching lipshiz and eye junk on. I don't overdo it, but...damn, I don't know. I'm not a teenager anymore and this may be a hassle I'm not willing to cope with any longer. That, and actually...I think I DO look better sans all the pomp and circumstance. All the hair (and makeup) makes me feel a bit overdone. Christ, I feel like I'm letting someone down, but who? No one. Just me being stupid and not wanting to let go I suppose. Who knows, maybe I just need to re-adjust. It freaks Ma and Pa Kettle out, so that is a plus. YEEHAAW, MOTHERFUCKA. So I'll make the most of it, live it up, then dye it black or dark red when I get tired of this.
Wha-chow.

Jesus, I talk like this is the biggest problem of my life. *rolls eyes*

Pics tomorrow. It's too late and I don't feel like messing with it. I did take some though. Then I started involving props (my soccer trophy, Monkey Drive firework) and it just had to end.

Stellar thunderstorm this evening. Torrential rain, lots of lightning and thunder, one clap so loud it made the fire alarm beep. Never lasts as long as I want though. Does anything. ;p I WANT CHAOS RAINING DOWN FROM THE SKY! I WANT TO RUN THROUGH THE HOUSE IN A PINK TUTU, SLAMMING CYMBALS TOGETHER AND YELLING "AAHHHHLALALALALA!"
But that, is another story.

Comments

[motherevol.livejournal.com]

You're just jealous of Bruce Boner's mighty willy because you didn't pop anything (but the vein in your forehead) when you dropped the can of green beans on your foot and slammed your hand up against the door jamb. Maybe you should settle for eating a can of spinach to re-channel your anger and make you stronger.

Also, I understand the feelings you're having about your hair. I still look at Maniac Panic colors and think to myself, why not, one last bang, but I seriously would look like a grandma with blue hair if I did. Plus, I have 90% of my ugly natural hair color now and the thought of upkeep and color expenses makes me batty. I miss it, but, feh, I'm also over it. Maybe if/when I move back to the Midwest I'll break out the red dye again, until then, it can wait.

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[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Pssh, you're not old.
But yeah, upkeep is a chore. I went to Manhattan last night to hang out with photicdriver. It's sort of a college town, but it's more of an agricultural school, so Manhattan is even more podunk than Topeka. Anyway, we went to a bar. Holy hell....everyone looked like sad sacks of Abercrombie & Fitch Outlet Store rejects. I did get some compliments though. But you know drunk people and bright colors. ;)

[zojirushi.livejournal.com]

i have been having the same conversation with myself about dying my hair. i feel like i should have outgrown that 'stage' by now, but it was just so fun. i miss having orange hair, and would like to try it again, but i've grown so used to my boring brown, and don't know if i would be too keen on the attention a wacky colour would surely bring. and i agree, oddly coloured hair tends to ask for more makeup and 'pomp and circumstance' (lol)...dunno if i could be bothered. ;]

oh hair, it shall be the death of me...

anyway, look fwd to seeing some photos ;]

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[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Very good indeed. I'm glad I'm not the only one who hems and haws about such things. ;) And it's funny, I guess it was just a shock to me, because now I'm glad I did it. I guess it's a mindset? Because I like it now and I've received a few compliments and a few shocked stares (jeez, it's just hair). It interesting to see people so divided...and you can never really tell how they'll react just by looking at them. So yes, I'm still not sure if I'll go this brightly colored again, we'll see how this transforms...as even now I'm thinking about how to change it, add to it, red on the bottom, black streaks, I don't know. You love my babbling. ;)

I'm definitely going to post zee photos tonight, as I leave tomorrow morning for a week. :)