from surly to giddy in 2 seconds flat
Aug. 20th, 2003 01:26 amI just had an amazing conversation with an amazing boy.
And I want to talk to him more and more and more.
T-2.5 days and counting.
I had a dream while sleeping with him the other night. If you pay attention, you'll know I often dream of snakes. It's my fear of deception. Only this time, the dream took place right where I was, sleeping with Ian. There was a large snake in the bed, he didn't notice. It nearly paralyzed me, just looking at it. But I knew I had to get rid of it, so I grabbed it near the head, not knowing what kind of snake it was, and put it outside. Yeah, my dreams can be pretty straightforward.
I got a SECOND speeding ticket! :D AHAHAHAHA! Now that's just comical. Again, 14 miles over the speed limit. Cops in Topeka have NOTHING better to do. There was a time when this would have crippled my day/evening. He's not the only reason I'm okay with it though. Honestly, when shit like that happens...what are you gonna do? Nothing. Suck it up and move on. The me of 2002 would have dwelled. The me of 2002 had reason.
I wrote for a good part of today. I like that I love to write. Writing can be done anywhere and disguised as work VERY easily. Finally, getting paid for my glorious prose. ;p
p.s. WHAT THE BITCH?! LOOK at this lineup! I hate you SoCal people. *shakes fist*
And I want to talk to him more and more and more.
T-2.5 days and counting.
I had a dream while sleeping with him the other night. If you pay attention, you'll know I often dream of snakes. It's my fear of deception. Only this time, the dream took place right where I was, sleeping with Ian. There was a large snake in the bed, he didn't notice. It nearly paralyzed me, just looking at it. But I knew I had to get rid of it, so I grabbed it near the head, not knowing what kind of snake it was, and put it outside. Yeah, my dreams can be pretty straightforward.
I got a SECOND speeding ticket! :D AHAHAHAHA! Now that's just comical. Again, 14 miles over the speed limit. Cops in Topeka have NOTHING better to do. There was a time when this would have crippled my day/evening. He's not the only reason I'm okay with it though. Honestly, when shit like that happens...what are you gonna do? Nothing. Suck it up and move on. The me of 2002 would have dwelled. The me of 2002 had reason.
I wrote for a good part of today. I like that I love to write. Writing can be done anywhere and disguised as work VERY easily. Finally, getting paid for my glorious prose. ;p
p.s. WHAT THE BITCH?! LOOK at this lineup! I hate you SoCal people. *shakes fist*
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Date: 2003-08-20 02:39 am (UTC)fuck ME if i don't get tickets!