living in the 50's, waiting on the 60's

[blustocking]

Finally saw Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind and it was beautiful. Seriously beautiful. I saw it with Ian and his dad and I had to fight back tears 3 times. Jim Carrey wasn't annoying at all.

That said, birth control makes me a crazy woman and I hate it. I'm all fucking paranoid, jealous, distrusting, and moody...basically PMS x10. Not that Ian is seeing much of it, because I'm not that much of an asshole. It's bad(and good) that he's so intuitive. I can't really hide anything from him, about how I feel. He just kinda senses it. Which sucks in this instance because I'm not really able to separate real feelings from B.C.-induced mood changes. I really hate this and I hope it regulates soon. Goddamned estrogen.

Job hatred continues. I swear that every call I took today came from someone in the South. You may understand my frustration.

Still haven't heard from KU on the status of my re-admittance.

I made a small comicy thing the other day about Rock-Out Jesus. \m/

Comments

[aubreycolors.livejournal.com]

I haven't seen it yet, but I'm sure you knew that Jon Brion did the soundtrack for that movie. I'm sure without even hearing it that I'll be buying it someday.

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

YES! After the movie, I went and looked at the soundtrack. :) Haven't bought it yet though.

[xylocaine.livejournal.com]

i love eternal sunshine. quite beautiful. i too fought back tears a lot.

you're not alone in the job hatred. my friend melissa shares your hatred of pearson. though she's in the fafsa dept. i think.

TPS reports

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Pearson's just a kooky place to work. Office Space, only much bigger.

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[xylocaine.livejournal.com]

seems like it. but apparently they pay pretty well for the shit work, or else why would people work there?

Re: TPS reports

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

That they do, that they do....s'why I'm still there. ;)

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[xylocaine.livejournal.com]

you and the other thousands of employees who hate their cubicles =P

[catnamedcosette.livejournal.com]

My sister had that problem too. She finally had to quit taking birth control because her mood swings were so great (and her husband was getting quite frustrated with the jealousy and paranoia - stupid insensitive fucker - oops, did I say that?). Anyway, if it doesn't regulate soon, you may want to try a different kind - I know people who have had success with OrthoTricyclen Lo (or however it's spelled). It's just as effective but less hormones, which means less PMS-type stuff. Good luck!

P.S. Did you get my message last night? Is Saturday maybe good for you? Otherwise Monday works - my sister is willing to part with me for a few hours. :P

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Funny thing is, that's the one I'm taking, the Ortho Tri-Cyclen Lo. *sigh* Maybe I was just off them for so long that my body isn't used to it anymore. I do wish Ian were a bit more understanding, but hey, what can you do.

I did get your message! :) Saturday will probably be fine. I'll be in K.C. anyway. Ian has to work, but you can meet him after he gets off (not sure when that is) so just call me Friday night when you have a chance. :D I can't wait!