yesterday I....

[blustocking]

-had phone sex
-found out I got an A in Art Since 1945
-started therapy

Not in that order.

Eric gets back today.
*beams*
This weekend should be good. Though I have a million things to do, I fear I won't be doing any of them...except one.

Comments

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

well shit, way to pack it in.
I may be the only person I know who has never been in therapy. That explain a lot about me.=P I am too big a prick to admit weakness.
Did he ditch the paper weight yet?

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

explainSZZZ. Fuck.

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

It took me a few years....and I still feel like running away. Even when I was in there, though I started crying, I tried to downplay everything.

And yes, he did it last night. He called after and asked if I wanted to go get something to eat. It sounds callous, but he was actually pretty upset about it. We....uh....didn't make it out. I guess that's bad, to give the final blow to your now ex, drop her and her things off, and come fuck the new girl. But, it could have been worse. Under the circumstances, I think things were handled well. If you can't tell, I do feel a little bad. And really fucking scared. But hey, that's what that thar therapy is for.

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

I lied. I was in therapy for a short while when my mom died. We always had problems (she was very catholic, I became indifferent to religion and atheistic) we then started talking again, we had a huge fight and then she died. Fucked me up a bit.
I had totally forgotten that...

Crying is good. I am a 29 year old man and I still do it sometimes. It releases tension=)

Hey, such situations are always messy and yes, I think that it is going rather well and you should note that you are doing not only the right thing but you guys had the maturity to do it RIGHT.

It may be weird for a short while (dude is not made of stone) but you will see that the reasons as to why this had to happen will soon overtake any fear or doubts.

My dad always says that "you can't make an omelet without breaking some eggs". Corny as that is, he is right;)

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

No.
He still loves her.
After a promising weekend, she calls to talk and he is not sure anymore.

Game over.
I lose.

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

AW CRAP!
well...my own opinion (that you do not have to take seriously) is that hard as this may be, he has to figure himself out quickly. Don't prolong this if it will only hurt you for an extended period of time.
-and if he goes back to her...cut all links.
again, my opinion, which has no value or wisdom to it, just feeling. Just look out for your heart.

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

I'm cutting the ties now.
I know what will happen and I can't do this.

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

If I could, I would get you shitface drunk on my tab.I'm not the "I'm so sorry" Bullshit type but I do wish this had worked out for you.

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Thank you. Really.

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

Instead of posting it on my LJ, this one is just for you



;)

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

....I could never figure out how to get that last nail in.

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

Ha!

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

woops
try that:

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

hahaha, this computer is retarded (i.e. mac) and I JUST saw the animation. I thought you were being mean. ;)

[i-muad-dib.livejournal.com]

no way. I had to change the hosting because I was ripping on someone's bandwidth.=)

[ponsonbybritt.livejournal.com]

As a professional psychologist myself, I want to assure you I'm not constantly analyzing you. Okay, some, but not a lot. Okay maybe quite a bit, but not writing anything down. Okay, publishing it, but nowhere big. Fine! The Journal of the American Psychological Association, but not til next month.

See? No worries. ;)
(and no, I'm not a practiciing clinician)

Good to hear the ballast was cut loose. You two can only rise from here. (that Remax balloon is gonna come in handier than you thought)

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Hey, I analyze myself every day. Have at it. ;)