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blustocking ([personal profile] blustocking) wrote2005-10-26 08:14 pm

nothin' like starting your day with a nightmare

Crying woke me up at 6:30am because I dreamt my mother committed suicide and she was swinging from a tree in our front yard.
It was one of the most horrible images my head has ever shown me.

And I think I'm losing my hair to stress.
4 SERIOUS THO.

[identity profile] motherevol.livejournal.com 2005-10-27 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Damn girl, that's just a dreadful image.

I've had dreams where people have died on me, but I don't think any of them were suicide related. It leaves you in a fog all day. I hate dream hangovers.

*snooglesnoogle*

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2005-10-27 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
Seriously. It was hard to shake that.
Had to call her...you know, just to see if everything was ok. :/ Even though I don't think it had anything to do with my mother.

*SNOG* >;)

[identity profile] i-muad-dib.livejournal.com 2005-10-27 04:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Jesus freaking Cripes woman...Can't you dream of ponies and unicorns or something?

[identity profile] catnamedcosette.livejournal.com 2005-10-27 04:35 pm (UTC)(link)
that seriously can happen (losing hair due to stress). it's happened to me before (and still does on occasion - like recently.) i actually started using nioxin once because of it!

[identity profile] kitryne.livejournal.com 2005-10-28 06:07 pm (UTC)(link)
my first instinct is to crack a joke to cheer you. and my first jocular instinct involves "YER MOM!" which would probably be in poor taste right now.

BUT I LVOE YOU!!!!11111

i'm using a mac right now and it's hard to get used to a mouse without buttons.

Nightmares with my mother have been an ongoing thing for me

[identity profile] eponine19939.livejournal.com 2005-10-31 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)
My mom died in February and I continue to have nightmares about her. Then last night, I swear I was awake the whole time, I saw her in her bedroom. She spoke to me and then disapppeared. My entire fucking life is haunted.

Re: Nightmares with my mother have been an ongoing thing for me

[identity profile] blustocking.livejournal.com 2005-11-01 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Good god, I'm so sorry.
You don't have to answer, but did she say anything meaningful to you?