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blustocking) wrote2002-01-14 01:59 pm
blustocking) wrote2002-01-14 01:59 pm
I've done nothing.
Days that seem to only be fixed by being horizontal...take that any way you can. I would.
I had a really long dream that ended with a knock on my door to move the car. Right when I snapped out of the dream, a bomb was supposed to go off. I had just watched 'Charlotte Gray' and 'Gosford Park' and the time periods were stuck in my head. I was on a train, the oppressive, frightening scent of facism was in the air...a girl in front of me had a camera...it was supposed to be taken apart so that we knew it was not a bomb. I asked her where she got it and she said she didn't know. I said, horrified, "Well, that's either a bomb or someone's been very careless." I woke up then, and I couldn't shake the fear that resided in the dream. I knew horrible things were going to happen, but I was pulled out of it. I would have almost rather finished it.
I don't want to be here...take that any way you can. I would.
I had a really long dream that ended with a knock on my door to move the car. Right when I snapped out of the dream, a bomb was supposed to go off. I had just watched 'Charlotte Gray' and 'Gosford Park' and the time periods were stuck in my head. I was on a train, the oppressive, frightening scent of facism was in the air...a girl in front of me had a camera...it was supposed to be taken apart so that we knew it was not a bomb. I asked her where she got it and she said she didn't know. I said, horrified, "Well, that's either a bomb or someone's been very careless." I woke up then, and I couldn't shake the fear that resided in the dream. I knew horrible things were going to happen, but I was pulled out of it. I would have almost rather finished it.
I don't want to be here...take that any way you can. I would.
Don't go home!!!
P.S. I've been horizontal for 12 hours and counting... (Is that good or bad?)