I could never marry a dentist.

[blustocking]

You should skip this. No, really.

I am sick with worry. :( I think I will have to have my wisdom teeth pulled. I will find out tomorrow for sure, but I'm 95% sure I will. I HATE THIS. I hate it more than you can imagine. Pain is fine, the pain afterwards is fine. But I DO NOT want to feel teeth yanked out of their sockets. I will be knocked out or it's no go...but I'm still deathly afraid of waking up in the middle. I'm probably over-dramatizing this, but I have issues with things of this nature. I've only broken a toe and the thought of breaking anything bigger sends me into shivers. I've never had stiches. Thread is not supposed to be used to SEW UP SKIN. It's not right. I am so nervous. By tomorrow, when I know, I might be close to having a nervous, sobbing fit.

I'm also wondering when some people are going to graduate high school.

5:40pm: The above statement apparently hurt someone's feelings because he felt it was directed at him. I thought it was very "un-cool" of him to announce this in my journal, and maybe it was very "un-cool" of me to say it. But it WAS NOT entirely directed at him. Yes, some of it was, as I'm sick of the stupid l33t speak and retarded antics. Man, I'm such a snob, but I don't care. I suppose I should, but I'm in no mood to start censoring myself. Alas, it seems I have to. I should either just use this journal for random crap or delete it altogether as it's not a "journal" in any real sense of the word, but a way of keeping tabs on your friends. Which is all fine and good...I just hate that I even have to have friends groups. (Talk about high school.) I guess when you get right down to it, I'm a bitch. I could have not said that, even though it's been on my mind for the past week. I knew he was going to think it was him, even though it's about a few other people as well. No, no one on my lj-friends list, so don't worry. It's very hard to ride the line between honesty and just being an asshole. Do you want to know how I feel, or do you want a piece of candy? I know some of the fault lies with me, as it didn't NEED to be said, especially so publicly...but christ, it's not like I called someone's Mother a whore. Perhaps I shouldn't read someone's journal, for his good, and mine.

I'm very excited about APE (more so about hanging out in SF with friends) but I can't shake this nervousness, dammit.

IF ONE MORE FUCKING PERSON WALKS BY MY CUBICLE, I'M GOING TO SCREAM AND HIT THINGS. Don't they know I'm trying to update my journal?! PFFFFF. ;)

Foo. I'm going to lunch. I'll edit this crap when I come back.

Comments

[savvyscribe.livejournal.com]

Ooohhh... I loved my wisdom tooth experience, and I wasn't completely knocked out.

I have HORRIBLE dental anxiety. SO my dentist prescribed two valium - one to take the night before the surgery and one the morning of. When I got there, they gave me a shot that didn't completely knock me out, but just made me unaware of what was going on. When I woke up, not only did I feel no pain, I didn't remember a darn thing about that morning.

The recovery was a cinch.

:)

Oh my

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

I just talked to a co-worker who said they went to the hospital to have it done! If that didn't sound so expensive, I go for that.

Oy...I'm such a pansy. But it's not the pain! Dammit.
;)

Re: Oh my

[savvyscribe.livejournal.com]

You're not a pansy. It's normal. :) Just stress to them that you get horrible anxiety, panic attacks, etc. Tell them that you've heard of dentists prescribing valium and see if they go for it. My dentist in Orange County did it and then my dentist in San Jose did it, so it must be fairly standard?

:)

Thank yoooooou

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

I will also stress to them that I will surely have anxiety afterwards and maybe I should have some extra valium. ;) heheh.