There was a time when she didn't hate me either. But that's not what I'm refering too and I wish I had said what I meant better.
What I mean is, I hope firstly that she loves all of you as much as you love her, and secondly that she doesn't succeed in the fulfillment of her own self-destructive hatred.
If she could see herself as her friends see her, a creative individual with a lot of life to live and a lot of possibilities before her, then I believe she could be all right. But she is on the inside looking out and from all of my experience with her the view is rather bleak out of those eyes. I don't know how much worse she has gotten in the last year, all I know is that when I left chat I expected her to try something like this. It isn't charity that starts at home. It's hatred. Be her friend as long as you can Blu. She needs friends like you.
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Date: 2002-02-15 08:32 am (UTC)What I mean is, I hope firstly that she loves all of you as much as you love her, and secondly that she doesn't succeed in the fulfillment of her own self-destructive hatred.
If she could see herself as her friends see her, a creative individual with a lot of life to live and a lot of possibilities before her, then I believe she could be all right. But she is on the inside looking out and from all of my experience with her the view is rather bleak out of those eyes. I don't know how much worse she has gotten in the last year, all I know is that when I left chat I expected her to try something like this. It isn't charity that starts at home. It's hatred. Be her friend as long as you can Blu. She needs friends like you.