There was a time when she didn't hate me either. But that's not what I'm refering too and I wish I had said what I meant better.
What I mean is, I hope firstly that she loves all of you as much as you love her, and secondly that she doesn't succeed in the fulfillment of her own self-destructive hatred.
If she could see herself as her friends see her, a creative individual with a lot of life to live and a lot of possibilities before her, then I believe she could be all right. But she is on the inside looking out and from all of my experience with her the view is rather bleak out of those eyes. I don't know how much worse she has gotten in the last year, all I know is that when I left chat I expected her to try something like this. It isn't charity that starts at home. It's hatred. Be her friend as long as you can Blu. She needs friends like you.
Fine. You want to know why no one wanted you around. Because you're arrogant and you act holier than thou. You have Loco pegged completely wrong, but I'm sure you think you have a lot of people figured out. THAT'S why you got the treatment that you deserved. I thought it was a little harsh at the time, but thanks for proving me wrong. You have NO CLUE about Loco. Not one.
You said exactly what I think, Blu. Exactly. I think you already know how much I respect you, but I do, I really do.
Because, yes (and this is not to back Blu up or anything, she stands alone QUITE well, I just need to state my particular agreement): I have long found your attitude to be an generally pretentious and holier-than-thou one, Phalanx. You really do seem to think that you have people all figured out, and that you know what's best for them, and tend to go around acting like some sickening father figure spewing advice and judgements and a whole lot of other jizz that I'm sure some people appreciate and seek out, but which is entirely unnecessary, undesired, and inappropriate here. Your completely wrongheaded assessments of Loco have proved, as Blu said above and I said earlier, that you're clueless and have moreover displayed a good deal of arrogance. Statements like "she is on the inside looking out and from all of my experience with her" elicit the "What the fuck?!" response in me: all WHAT experience, pray? Arrogance. Pure arrogance. And it was indeed this same condescending, smarmy attitude that eventually got you kicked.
All this is not to say that I know you any better than you know Loco, or even that *I* or anyone else is privy to the hidden regions of Loco's mind and heart, etc. But I also don't go around on your friends' journals when they're talking about being concerned about you, spewing about how I had petty little problems with you in the past as if it's somehow important. Moreover, I don't *claim* to know much about you, as you have seemed to do in regards to Loco. But I *do* think, no matter who you "really" are or whatever the hell, that what you said here today is a mere extension of some fucked-up holier-than-thou crap I saw you display in the past.
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Date: 2002-02-15 08:32 am (UTC)What I mean is, I hope firstly that she loves all of you as much as you love her, and secondly that she doesn't succeed in the fulfillment of her own self-destructive hatred.
If she could see herself as her friends see her, a creative individual with a lot of life to live and a lot of possibilities before her, then I believe she could be all right. But she is on the inside looking out and from all of my experience with her the view is rather bleak out of those eyes. I don't know how much worse she has gotten in the last year, all I know is that when I left chat I expected her to try something like this. It isn't charity that starts at home. It's hatred. Be her friend as long as you can Blu. She needs friends like you.
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Date: 2002-02-15 11:35 am (UTC)You have NO CLUE about Loco. Not one.
*CLAPS*
Date: 2002-02-15 12:06 pm (UTC)Because, yes (and this is not to back Blu up or anything, she stands alone QUITE well, I just need to state my particular agreement): I have long found your attitude to be an generally pretentious and holier-than-thou one, Phalanx. You really do seem to think that you have people all figured out, and that you know what's best for them, and tend to go around acting like some sickening father figure spewing advice and judgements and a whole lot of other jizz that I'm sure some people appreciate and seek out, but which is entirely unnecessary, undesired, and inappropriate here. Your completely wrongheaded assessments of Loco have proved, as Blu said above and I said earlier, that you're clueless and have moreover displayed a good deal of arrogance. Statements like "she is on the inside looking out and from all of my experience with her" elicit the "What the fuck?!" response in me: all WHAT experience, pray? Arrogance. Pure arrogance. And it was indeed this same condescending, smarmy attitude that eventually got you kicked.
All this is not to say that I know you any better than you know Loco, or even that *I* or anyone else is privy to the hidden regions of Loco's mind and heart, etc. But I also don't go around on your friends' journals when they're talking about being concerned about you, spewing about how I had petty little problems with you in the past as if it's somehow important. Moreover, I don't *claim* to know much about you, as you have seemed to do in regards to Loco. But I *do* think, no matter who you "really" are or whatever the hell, that what you said here today is a mere extension of some fucked-up holier-than-thou crap I saw you display in the past.
But whatever. Over and out.