This girl...

[blustocking]

She makes my heart hurt, but I love her anyway.

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[burningskyz.livejournal.com]

I know. I love her too. Despite everything. Sad. Very sad. This has been an odd day. I wish she knew how wonderful she is.

[cinzazul.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to say really. There was a time when I would have been one of those people sending love vibes out to Loco and telling Shiraa that he did the right thing.

Somewhere, somewhen I made a wrong step with her. I still don't know what it was but, I would take it back if I could. I don't know what people said about why I was banned from chat and really at this point I don't care. I could have gone back to see if anyone missed me. A week after I was banned I moved and have had a different IP. The reason I never have is that the day I was banned I e-mailed Sunder and said (paraphrasing because that e-mail account is toast) "I think Loco has something against me for no good reason and I won't spend time in an environment with someone who is sick and who's only outlet for pain is to abuse people who once cared about her." Sunder replied basically saying "No one ever liked you. Don't come back."

A part of me still cares about Loco and remembers a time before she hated me. I hope you aren't left behind as I was.

[cinzazul.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry for polluting your journal with my emotions Blu.