90 MOTHERFUCKING 10

[blustocking]

I am only now beginning to believe you.
To see how COMPLETELY FUCKED UP you are.

I'm always the last one to see it. Do I give people too much benefit-of-the-doubt? Or am I just thorough? Little of both maybe? I really shouldn't ignore my instincts so much...I really, really, shouldn't.
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Comments

Carly Simon, right?

[ex-sia857.livejournal.com]

I'm ascared to respond to this, but regarding your italicized paragraph -

- Probably a little of both. That's what it is for me. I never see it last; I usually see it first. But I give the benefit of the doubt and, as I put it to someone recently, I basically wait for them to PROVE my initial gut instinct correct. And then I end up feeling like an ass anyway for waiting around for them to prove me right instead of just fleeing from the outset.

Anyway. This must be a Libra thing.

Now I am going to shut up because this whole entry scares the holy fuck out of me. (Yes. I think *every* song is about me.)

Carly Simon?

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Did I inadvertently quote something?

Yes, that is what I do. Thank you for putting it into a more coherent paragraph.

Do not be scared.

I used to be quite fond of our sign, but lately...I'm seeing so many drawbacks. So, so many.

Re: Carly Simon?

[ex-sia857.livejournal.com]

Nope, you inadvertently quoted nothing - making fun of myself.

As for our sign . . . yes. But with me, I think I'm just basically fucked, period, regardless of sign. Yanno?

Re: Carly Simon?

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I'm sure a lot of us are pretty fucked in the head. I think mine only rears it's ugly head in relationships...for the most part anyway.

I'm just noticing a lot of bad things that are common in us Libras. Given, I have a small sample group, but they seem to hold true for all that I know, including myself. It's been a good learning experience. Heh. I keep thinking, "Wow, is this what it's like to be with ME? Lord help anyone who tries." Shit. At least it's never boring. I'll give us that.

Re: Carly Simon?

[ex-sia857.livejournal.com]

I think mine only rears it's ugly head in relationships...for the most part anyway.

Preach the fuck on, sister.

"Wow, is this what it's like to be with ME? Lord help anyone who tries." Shit. At least it's never boring. I'll give us that.

Hallelujah.

(I think I spelled that right...?)

From one looney Libra to the other

[motherevol.livejournal.com]

AMEN!

Re: From one looney Libra to the other

[ex-sia857.livejournal.com]

That's why I'm always mentioning that I love Daniel for tolerating me . . . my fucked up early-relationship behavior has chased off many a suitor, let me tell you. And I cannot CONTROL it. It's so agonizing, you know? I mean, I know I'm being a jackass, but I simply cannot help it. It seems like what I'm saying at the time is right, you know, but then a day later I realize how fucked it was . . .

I don't know. It's endless. It's been the demise of every pre-Daniel relationship I ever had . . . I have NO idea how he made it through it. It always passes, but the problem is that just when I exhale, that's when they leave the room.

(THAT is probably my favorite Ani lyric ever.)

Re: Carly Simon?

[ex-sia857.livejournal.com]

This has been bugging me for hours.

Hallelujiah

THAT's right, isn't it?

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

pff, you're asking the pagan?
;)

[ex-sia857.livejournal.com]

Well, you know.

Blind leading the blind, as it were. :)