I hate

[blustocking]

I'm so fucking tired that I'm livid.

LIV-ID.

I want to punch things, kick people, and tell everyone to shut the fuck up.
The caffeine isn't working, saving Xenedrine for later.

I just want to sleep, that's all. Basic human function. And until I can, I'm going to be a raging snatch.

Last night, genius that I am, I decided to get off bus and walk home. I did this because MTA.net said I need to take 2 buses to get home, but the 2nd bus was PAST my apartment. After waiting 45 minutes for a bus, I just wanted to get home asap. This 2nd bus seemed stupid to me, so I got off on my street, only it was a few blocks up. Yeah...it was more than a few blocks(fucking Los Angeles "city" blocks), but still not far enough to merit getting back on the bus or calling someone to pick me up. So fuck it, I need to exercise...so I walked. By the time I got home I was in pain (shins) and pissed off. I desperately need a punching bag. I really, really do. Or to not be so stupid/stubborn...yeah, that'll happen.

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Comments

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[blustocking.livejournal.com]

My co-worker and I were thinking of heavier people in the office to lure into a conference room and beat up. We need a girly office-type version of Fight Club. :)

I know...my arms need work. My legs are coolio (I still attribute that to taking dance and horseback riding lessons). ;D

[xylocaine.livejournal.com]

I think my legs from about my knees and down are keen.. good semi defined calves.. otherwise, everything else is shit.. I need a good solid routine to get my arms toned and 'ripped'.. hehe
I really need to get out more.. feh
I think fat bastard said it best, "I eat because I'm unhappy, and I'm unhappy becase I eat".. mmyup..

I took horseback riding lessons for a while too.. even had my own horse.. god damn that was cool.. when I lived in Yorba Linda, outside L.A. I got 'Speckles the wonder horse' for christmas *smiles* good times..

girly fight club.. now that sounds mighty appealing.. mmyup..

RANDOM!

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Speaking of girl+fight...did you see Girlfight? Wasn't that the name? Damn, now I'm second guessing myself. I didn't see it, I want to..the point is, the guy in there used to work customer service for us here at Pornoland. This was after the movie came out. He wasn't the sharpest knife in the drawer.

Re: RANDOM!

[xylocaine.livejournal.com]

yeah.. I think I did see that movie.. that's pretty amusing..

*tinkers with her webcam* these things are amusing too ^_^