My head hurts so bad, vision blurry.

[blustocking]

Make it stop.

I feel sick. Heart hurts.

I should just stay away for awhile. Stop posting before everyone de-friends me.

I think Kat had the right idea...but it's so hard to keep it inside.

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I can be very over-dramatic.

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I just felt like shit.

No one, save maybe rueyeet, feels how I feel and it was very isolating. Like Sunder, I was sick of people pointing out our flaws and that anger spawned my first post. I felt stupid, attacked (by Avo a little) and belittled. But not by you dear Kat. Possibly not by anyone in particular, but a sum of the parts.

I am not mad at you at all. You did nothing wrong. And you had every right to feel the way you did. I re-read what I posted through your eyes and I see where I went wrong.

I'm just a little shocked and dissappointed in myself. I'm usually pretty open-minded and like to see things from all sides. I guess fierce pride and strong emotions often override consideration.

Sometimes I just feel like so many of us take this country and our freedom for granted. NOT YOU, this is not you...I'm just talking...stupid train of thought shit...mostly spurned by what Avo's posts.

Before I ramble any longer....
I am so very relieved that you don't dislike me. You are one of the MOST wonderful people I have met and I would be so, so sad to lose your friendship.

I love you too.
:}

Woo! The lunatic responds!

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Heyas, bebbe.

Noone dislikes you. We all want you to feel better.

Avocado is a goddamned moron who talks in circles and can't defend his point of view. Good god, he can't even articulate his fucking point of view. So don't mind him. He's like a seagull, intermittently flying in and trying to shit all over everything.

Shoooweee...

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Thank you so much for that. Really. I was beginning to think that I was in the company of few on my opinion of him.

And I'm really glad you don't hate me. I was beginning to think that you might be annoyed with me lately...I don't know why...I don't. I'm a paranoid freak...that's why. ;}

Oh, I'm sure SOMEONE dislikes me...I'm just glad all the right people don't.

I love you Loco de Coco.

Goth Stripes!

[locopuff.livejournal.com]

I'll share my forthcoming antidepressants with you. We shall feel removed together!