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[blustocking]

I was so creative, so open when I was younger...16/17/18. I feel like a wilted, dying flower closing in on itself. Does this happen to everyone? Do you notice your creativity fading? Is it the influx of life-sucking responsibility? I feel like I've lost so much, time, talent, skill, drive, creativity, inspiration...I was fearless once. I had dreams once. I had so much faith.

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Well, I didn't have to worry about rent or bills, I had a set schedule and plenty of free time so...I guess the responsibilites of adult life take more than I thought. I just need more effing time. A few more months of this b.s.

I guess I put talent and skill in there because not only do I not have the time to see if I still have it, but I don't have the time to perfect it or use it.