It's entirely too hot to work out. But I did, because I'm not losing this confidence.
Showered and shaved, I feel even better. Legs smooooth and lovely to touch, a little nervous, a bit on edge...for tomorrow. But stepping out of the shower, catching a glimpse of myself. No makeup, hair tied up, pinned back, I felt comfortable thinking "beautiful". Not perfect, never will, don't want to be. Not perfect, but me.
It is okay, you know.
Everything.
And if it's not now, it will be.
I sound lame, I know this. And in what seems to be a "transitional" phase, I may misfire. Thanks to those who bear my ramblings, listen, and/or understand.
I hope this job doesn't suck.
:}
Showered and shaved, I feel even better. Legs smooooth and lovely to touch, a little nervous, a bit on edge...for tomorrow. But stepping out of the shower, catching a glimpse of myself. No makeup, hair tied up, pinned back, I felt comfortable thinking "beautiful". Not perfect, never will, don't want to be. Not perfect, but me.
It is okay, you know.
Everything.
And if it's not now, it will be.
I sound lame, I know this. And in what seems to be a "transitional" phase, I may misfire. Thanks to those who bear my ramblings, listen, and/or understand.
I hope this job doesn't suck.
:}
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Date: 2003-07-27 08:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-07-27 08:51 pm (UTC)I've been watching you from afar, and reading, and missing you, and all that crap. I got your sweet card and loved it. I read it all to Brian.
Go get 'em, tiger! Knock them flat on their asses.
Love Love Love.
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Date: 2003-07-28 08:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-07-28 04:05 pm (UTC)I love all that crap
Date: 2003-07-28 04:09 pm (UTC)Can I knock them on their poochatchkies instead?
HUH?! CAN I?
Wish I could have sent more, schweetcheeks. ;)
LVOE!
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Date: 2003-07-28 04:12 pm (UTC)