they keep telling me, "you've made the right choice!"

[blustocking]

It's entirely too hot to work out. But I did, because I'm not losing this confidence.
Showered and shaved, I feel even better. Legs smooooth and lovely to touch, a little nervous, a bit on edge...for tomorrow. But stepping out of the shower, catching a glimpse of myself. No makeup, hair tied up, pinned back, I felt comfortable thinking "beautiful". Not perfect, never will, don't want to be. Not perfect, but me.
It is okay, you know.
Everything.

And if it's not now, it will be.

I sound lame, I know this. And in what seems to be a "transitional" phase, I may misfire. Thanks to those who bear my ramblings, listen, and/or understand.

I hope this job doesn't suck.
:}

Comments

[xylocaine.livejournal.com]

beautiful is always the best way to think of things, in my opinion...

[lagnolalia.livejournal.com]

You'll be fine.

I've been watching you from afar, and reading, and missing you, and all that crap. I got your sweet card and loved it. I read it all to Brian.

Go get 'em, tiger! Knock them flat on their asses.

Love Love Love.

[catnamedcosette.livejournal.com]

Hoping it doesn't suck and that you have a great first day!