even though I can't make rent or pay my bills....

[blustocking]

I just spent $72 on fabric, but that's supposed to be okay since it's for "art". That's what we artists do, right? Spend money on materials in lieu of responsible things.

Crapsticks, I hate this. I hate being broke all the time, having to ask my parents for money. I keep talking about donating plasma, but I'm such a pansy about it. Not the pain, or the needle, but the feeling of the blood coming out. I hate that.

And the bus system in this town sucks. So finding a job is proving very difficult.

BUT, on the bright side, I just got nominated for an Art & Design scholarship...by a prof I didn't think would nominate me (since they can only choose two). And this is the same one that I got last year, so....fingers crossed.

And that, my friends, is how you justify $72 on fabric.
Now to find money so that I can make prints for Art In The Park.

Off to have one drink in the memory of Mr. Kurt Vonnegut, Jr...

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[unimmagine.livejournal.com]

i did the plasma thing in lawrence for 3 months until they told me my veins were too small and not to go back.

the feeling of blood coming back in is the weirdest.

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

literally, *shudder*.