Look ma! I'm published!

[blustocking]

I miss my journal. This isn't honesty. This isn't purging. If I stay true to my nature and post what I feel by being vague, then people will read into it. Perhaps I should preface every entry with "If you think this is about you, it isn't."...even if it is.
This place is just a giant orgy of ego-stroking and reassurance, and I am no exception.
We are messy little creatures.

I should post really hateful, true to the bone things and see who drops me.

I just had a 5 minute conversation with someone who was worried about being dropped from our Danni mailing list when he switches ISP's. Shoot me now.

Comments

Once again proving you don't know shit, about shit.

[jeffboy.livejournal.com]

Ha! Whatever. She may have promised not to say anything, but you really sicken me, it's too difficult to sit tight and let your self righteous bull decide this.

And you think you have it all under your belt, now, right? You have no idea. I bought her the CDs. All 7 of the CDs she's bought in the last 6 months. Why? Because she's my girlfriend, and I like to surprise her with nice things. Mr. C never bought anything for her. I don't feel like I need to compensate for his asshole self, for taking all of my girlfriend's cheques, I just want to get my girlfriend some presents. Understandable? It was the same when we went to Mitsuwa. I had been saving the money in the bank for that trip especially. What is your shit? I'm a whiny hypocritical cunt? I met you once and barely know you, I haven't judged you, I have no right. What right do you think you have?

But if I were to judge you right now, I'd say you're a really SHITTY person.

I pay the rent. I've been paying it for a while. It's not Nej's responsability to pay my way into America, but it doesn't stop her from helping.

We're upset because MCI and Pacific Bell are screwing us over for $3,000. That's the kind of money we won't have for a while.

Finally, what makes you think Nej doesn't have a job already? You haven't spoken to her since you judged us for getting another kitty. We're taking care of ourselves just fine, and we don't ask, or expect, anything from anyone. That's just not how it works. Occasionally Nej will be upset because MCI are practically breaking our mailbox with shit and phonecalls, but she doesn't expect you to care, she just writes what is happening to her.

It's time to actually think about this. Don't find another reason to insult us blindly, or find another thing wrong to bitch about, because it's like listening to a broken record, and people are getting bored.

So I apologise to Blu, whose journal is bearing the brunt of this shit, and I also apologise to her for intruding. I just want this shit to be cleared up and over.

Then again, I don't care either way anymore.