blustocking (
blustocking) wrote2002-07-31 12:17 pm
I hate
I'm so fucking tired that I'm livid.
LIV-ID.
I want to punch things, kick people, and tell everyone to shut the fuck up.
The caffeine isn't working, saving Xenedrine for later.
I just want to sleep, that's all. Basic human function. And until I can, I'm going to be a raging snatch.
Last night, genius that I am, I decided to get off bus and walk home. I did this because MTA.net said I need to take 2 buses to get home, but the 2nd bus was PAST my apartment. After waiting 45 minutes for a bus, I just wanted to get home asap. This 2nd bus seemed stupid to me, so I got off on my street, only it was a few blocks up. Yeah...it was more than a few blocks(fucking Los Angeles "city" blocks), but still not far enough to merit getting back on the bus or calling someone to pick me up. So fuck it, I need to exercise...so I walked. By the time I got home I was in pain (shins) and pissed off. I desperately need a punching bag. I really, really do. Or to not be so stupid/stubborn...yeah, that'll happen.
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LIV-ID.
I want to punch things, kick people, and tell everyone to shut the fuck up.
The caffeine isn't working, saving Xenedrine for later.
I just want to sleep, that's all. Basic human function. And until I can, I'm going to be a raging snatch.
Last night, genius that I am, I decided to get off bus and walk home. I did this because MTA.net said I need to take 2 buses to get home, but the 2nd bus was PAST my apartment. After waiting 45 minutes for a bus, I just wanted to get home asap. This 2nd bus seemed stupid to me, so I got off on my street, only it was a few blocks up. Yeah...it was more than a few blocks(fucking Los Angeles "city" blocks), but still not far enough to merit getting back on the bus or calling someone to pick me up. So fuck it, I need to exercise...so I walked. By the time I got home I was in pain (shins) and pissed off. I desperately need a punching bag. I really, really do. Or to not be so stupid/stubborn...yeah, that'll happen.
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Love those "blocks" that last about half a mile. Bah!
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I don't really. That just wasn't helpful as I have no choice. I can either be stressed out or falling asleep while walking around.
>:(
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sorry I was such a snatch. :(
Went down to the farm and I found a little smarm
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>>Somehow, I think you'd have bigger problems than being tired then.
sorry I was such a snatch. :(
>>Don't worry, I just thought you were being a smarmfarmer. I've been feeling feh today, so that's why I didn't launch a snappy comeback.
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volunteers.
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Only people who deserve it...and though you may think you do, you don't.
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hrmph.
well, i tried.
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just a thought.
I've wanted a punching bag of my own as well.. need better arms.. feh
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I know...my arms need work. My legs are coolio (I still attribute that to taking dance and horseback riding lessons). ;D
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I really need to get out more.. feh
I think fat bastard said it best, "I eat because I'm unhappy, and I'm unhappy becase I eat".. mmyup..
I took horseback riding lessons for a while too.. even had my own horse.. god damn that was cool.. when I lived in Yorba Linda, outside L.A. I got 'Speckles the wonder horse' for christmas *smiles* good times..
girly fight club.. now that sounds mighty appealing.. mmyup..
RANDOM!
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*tinkers with her webcam* these things are amusing too ^_^
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