p.e.e. e.s.s.

[blustocking]

I'm really too tired to fucking care. I should always be too tired to fucking care. But, truth is, like Faith No More, I do "care a lot". I wish I didn't. Apathy is so much easier. But I'm just not wired that way. I'm wired for optimum caring performance and it often pisses me off and makes me want to kill. HAHA. I kid. It just makes me sad. But for now, I'm too tired to care and that's good enough for the first good night's sleep I'll be having since 2 days ago. Mmm, restless nights and 6:30 am alarms. Could be worse.
It could ALWAYS, be worse.

And no...it's not even what you think it's about...maybe.
Probably a few things.

Some little waitress-chicken flirted with me as I was having breakfast, alone, the other day. That was nice. Being home is such an ego-stoke sometimes. Which is good, because no matter what Mr. Self Esteem says, it's nice to have the occasional outside validation. Especially when you're feeling like dog doo.

Comments

Re: random thoughts.

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

naaaaw, I just made it a "Mr." because it sounds better. I'm doing much better on the internal validation front. Still, I think we need to make t-shirts with your little slogan on them. ;) There are certain truths that need to be shared.

How is your snow situation now?

Re: random thoughts.

[catnamedcosette.livejournal.com]

There actually is a shirt out there that says "Boys are Stupid. Throw Rocks at Them." That's where we got the saying. Although if you want to think we're original, go right ahead. :) I think my friend got it at Hot Topic or Torrid (Hot Topic for fat chicks).

We've had several days of sun and melting snow (although there's still tons on the ground) but then today we are getting a little snow - supposedly around 6inches (remember when 6 inches was a lot - like, two weeks ago? haha) It's so weird though, the sun is shining, but it's snowing! I don't think I've ever seen that before.

Re: random thoughts.

[blustocking.livejournal.com]

Sun AND snow? You are living in Crazyland.
Yes, I DO remember when 6 inches was a lot. D'oh!
;)

...wait, no I don't.