Look ma! I'm published!

[blustocking]

I miss my journal. This isn't honesty. This isn't purging. If I stay true to my nature and post what I feel by being vague, then people will read into it. Perhaps I should preface every entry with "If you think this is about you, it isn't."...even if it is.
This place is just a giant orgy of ego-stroking and reassurance, and I am no exception.
We are messy little creatures.

I should post really hateful, true to the bone things and see who drops me.

I just had a 5 minute conversation with someone who was worried about being dropped from our Danni mailing list when he switches ISP's. Shoot me now.

Comments

Damn... You don't even NEED a reason to start shit, do you?

[nejgasmo.livejournal.com]

I don't have to live with someone to have seen more than enough.

You haven't seen a damn thing. You only drew an ignorant conclusion from an LJ entry I wrote a long time ago while in a bad mood.

You are both hypocritical cunts.

Speak for yourself, drama queen. Just because you deleted your website doesn't mean I don't remember the time you wrote about the thoughts you had of killing your declawed Emi with your bare hands (you remember, right? Warm blood running over your fingers, little spine cracking like a twig? Yeah, I fucking remember, and I didn't judge you for it, did I? I chalked it up to a bad mood, like anyone should). And I also remember that every time I went to your house, it smelled like catshit because you hadn't scooped Emi's litter in a week. No wonder you feel the need to use me as a scapegoat. I'm sure there's a laundry list of shit you've done wrong by your cat.

You aren't crushing anything to smithereens. Your argument's too fucking flimsy to do that. If you can even call the hypocritical bullshit you've been spewing an "argument." This, and you're starting drama all over again over a month after all of this happened. Congratulations! You're even worse than you claim I am!

I'm through. We aren't friends, so I have nothing more to say to you. Go take your frustration out on someone who still gives a shit about your uninformed opinions. Or how about getting the fuck over it? I won't be looking at this thread again, so your drama and your whining will go totally unnoticed by your target audience. It's done. I've said all I'm going to say, and that's all that matters.

I'm sorry about this, Blu. I won't say anything more about this, especially since it's your journal. I want you to know that I didn't mean for any of this shit to start. I was making a general comment on why I keep a private journal, and I guess by doing that I proved your point about the difficulty of being vague.

Aww, did woo gets upset?

[locopuff.livejournal.com]

No, I don't need a reason. All I need is for me to be having a fine day and you making ridiculous comments in someone's journal, Ms. Martyr. And don't act like you won't be reading this, because I KNOW that you will. Speaking of drama...

There's a fine line between drama and honesty. I call my own shots, I acknowledge when I've made a mistake. I can fucking take care of myself. I don't see you doing the same. When you get a freaking job and take responsibility for yourself, then you'll have the ammunition it will take to argue with me. For now, go buy some more cds and then bitch about how you don't have any clothes because you're poor. Bitch about the free apartment your parents pay for. Bitch about your friends who have seen enough of your bullshit to actually get sick of you and comment (honestly) that you're being ridiculous and do that "woe is me, noone understands me" thing you're so good at.

I like that trying to dig up crap bit about how I treat my cat:) That was a good try. Unfortunately for you, most everyone knows me and how I treat my cat. And don't act like I haven't seen you in action before.

This isn't drama. I just like to pick fights:)

Once again proving you don't know shit, about shit.

[jeffboy.livejournal.com]

Ha! Whatever. She may have promised not to say anything, but you really sicken me, it's too difficult to sit tight and let your self righteous bull decide this.

And you think you have it all under your belt, now, right? You have no idea. I bought her the CDs. All 7 of the CDs she's bought in the last 6 months. Why? Because she's my girlfriend, and I like to surprise her with nice things. Mr. C never bought anything for her. I don't feel like I need to compensate for his asshole self, for taking all of my girlfriend's cheques, I just want to get my girlfriend some presents. Understandable? It was the same when we went to Mitsuwa. I had been saving the money in the bank for that trip especially. What is your shit? I'm a whiny hypocritical cunt? I met you once and barely know you, I haven't judged you, I have no right. What right do you think you have?

But if I were to judge you right now, I'd say you're a really SHITTY person.

I pay the rent. I've been paying it for a while. It's not Nej's responsability to pay my way into America, but it doesn't stop her from helping.

We're upset because MCI and Pacific Bell are screwing us over for $3,000. That's the kind of money we won't have for a while.

Finally, what makes you think Nej doesn't have a job already? You haven't spoken to her since you judged us for getting another kitty. We're taking care of ourselves just fine, and we don't ask, or expect, anything from anyone. That's just not how it works. Occasionally Nej will be upset because MCI are practically breaking our mailbox with shit and phonecalls, but she doesn't expect you to care, she just writes what is happening to her.

It's time to actually think about this. Don't find another reason to insult us blindly, or find another thing wrong to bitch about, because it's like listening to a broken record, and people are getting bored.

So I apologise to Blu, whose journal is bearing the brunt of this shit, and I also apologise to her for intruding. I just want this shit to be cleared up and over.

Then again, I don't care either way anymore.